Good news: I have my competition suit. WOOT!
Bad news: I am NOT sharing it with the blogosphere. Nope, I am making you wait. I LOVE SURPRISES, I love getting them and giving them so you will have to wait until June 13th to see it (The day after my competiton when I post my pictures).
I will share this with you though so in all reality it won't be too much of a surprise. It is the same purple color of the suit that I posted before but it is a slighty different style in the top and the bottom. I LOVE IT!! It shows a little more skin but not too much and I feel super comfortable in it which is the key and I honestly feel like it looks GOOD!
This morning when I woke up and looked in the mirror BEFORE I stepped on the scale I felt SO GOOD. I felt like I finally had made it to the point that I was certain I am going to make it to the stage and feel good about how I look. Then I stepped on the scale just to see what it said and it was at all all time low of 133.4. I will write it down and move on.
If there is one thing that this process has taught me it is for me to put NO VALUE in the scale. Step on it if I wish from time to time but it just has no value for me. I need to go by how I look and how I feel and ask myself those questions that Skwigg referred to in her blog that I posted last week. That just applies to me in so many ways. I am glad I have finally realized that the scale does not control me and simply isn't the judge of how I look and how I feel. It has taken me a long time to figure that out though. Better late than never.
I will though post some more progress pics maybe next week in my black/white bikini just so you can see how I am coming along. That might be the last time I post them though. Again, I LOVE SURPRISES!!!
Oh, get this. I GET A CHEAT MEAL!!! My trainer, Tim at Structure Fit, apparently thought I looked good enough today in my progress pics and he told me I could have one this weekend. WOOT! So pizza and ice cream it is. MY FAVE!! I figured my last cheat meal would be my last one but now I am thinking this one will be. I can do it though. Only 32 days left and after Saturday (when I am going to eat the pizza and ice cream) gets here there will only be like 28 days left. OMG!!!! Seriously, it is almost here!!!!! I can't wait!!!!!