Funeral...

Today is Sabrina's funeral at 2. I dread it. It just sucks, no other way to put it. It is what it is and as much as you want life to stop, it goes on. I just found out yesterday that a friend that actually lost her son 2 years ago to SIDS when he was 5 months old is now pregnant with TWINS!!! Talk about the circle of life. Amazing how that works out. You have sorrow one minute and joy the next. Oh the trials of life.

I am doing pretty well just heartbroken for my Uncle, Aunt and other cousin. Just saddens me to see the pain on their faces knowing they have to live the next several years without their precious Sabrina.

I have not exercised in 2 weeks and my food has been average. Good choices and bad choices. I am in maintenance at the moment which I am fine with. Just cruising along in the low 150's which is just fine for now. Not fretting it at all.

I leave in 2 days for Phat Camp! Gosh, I am so excited about that in the midst of my sadness I think about Phat Camp and it brings a smile to my face. It is going to be so much fun and such a great learning experience and life experience too I think. Just think about being around 30 fabulous women who all have the same goal in mind, a healthy lifestyle. I just can't wait!